I never felt this way before
I keep wanting you more and more
It doesn't seem like home to me
I lost control of my reality
Soaked mind, locust’s flight
It wants to leave the past behind
The big purple mountain staring at me
Ripping off the roots of the big tree

Make it double, make it full
Drilling from spine to skull
An empty bottle sucks the soul
The next day, head will explode

Grey skin, red eyes
I'm not the same, I am no more
I’m not even trying to resist
This time, promise, is the last
Grey skin, red eyes
I'm not the same, I am no more
By the Death, I'll be kissed
The hopes belong to the past
I'll drink until my last breath

Stop the world, so loud and full of ache
Rage's outcome of an earthquake
Lost in the universe, we don't know the true
Demons are feeding with liver stew
A necromant, fortune-teller, divination
The good, the bad, it's all in my imagination
I see the future in a bottle of gin
Also spiders on my skin

Stripped of ego and pride
Having no one on my side
Distinguishing faces of few
Maybe this change has blown off

Grey skin, red eyes
I'm not the same, I am no more
Not even trying to resist
This time, promise, is the last
Grey skin, red eyes
I'm not the same, I am no more
By the Death I'll be kissed
The hopes belong to the past
I'll drink until my last breath

Life is the toll
The creepy will behold
A matter of salvation has been denied
The body's feeling dried
Mercy is not a choice
Don't trip, says the voice

I've accepted long ago
I will die alone
Throw my ashes, threw them on the Nile
My entry was boring, I'm going out with bile
A thousand needles, walk through blaze
Unfortunate disgrace
The wait struggles me
Holy motherfucking spree

Grey skin, red eyes
I'm not the same, I am no more
Not even trying to resist
This time, promise, is the last
Grey skin, red eyes
I'm not the same, I am no more
By the Death, I'll be kissed
All hopes belong to the past
I'll drink until my last breath

I never felt this way before
I kept on wanting you more and more
It doesn't seem like home to me
I lost control